I'm not looking forward to the next 8 months...

[sinsoo]

Hey guys right now I am really sad,
I need to tell you a story first to understand this tho. I basically started the school I am in now in first grade. No one really talked to me because I looked different them. (Everyone had Brunette hair, and because I had blonde they thought I was weird...) Well these two kids were actually really nice to me. They became my bestest of friends. They are both guys so don’t get the wrong idea... well this year one of them moved to West Virginia it really impacted me... Well at least my other friend is with me right? Well now he is moving to Wisconsin I’m having some friend issues at the moment. The girl that really is my bestest girl that is a friend, last year in the middle of the year moved to a different school. Well Now she is moving to Michigan. So I can’t even let her come over to my house! Now I have one friend left that I can rely on. The other so called friend is off with other people, and when I talk to her about ignoring me this is what she says. “(insert my name here) if you have a problem with me having other friends..” That’s not the problem that fact she is ignoring me is the problem! Why can’t she see that?!
So really I am gonna have a major change this school year, and I am not going to enjoy it, I really hope I can sit next to my friend in all of my classes, and that we are in the same home room. Really if she wasn’t there really I would have no friends in the world.

I am gonna turn onto another a subject now. Concerning my friend moving to Michigan, the school she moved to is a public school, (this is not to offend anyone who goes to a public school.) But really she is better off here her school is unsafe, and there test schools are horrid! Every day I worry about a shooting at her school, and her being one of the victims! Really why can’t she come back here? It’s gotten to the point I am distracted from my work!
also I have been sick like I said, and missed a lot of the events.. That hurt me pretty much.

Sorry I just need to blow of some steam to someone. Thank you for reading this I am in your debt. Thank you so much!

[krissie1234uk25]

Its going to be hard on you, with things chaging so much around you, and you being the one who has to come to terms with everything without even having the excitement of a move, but something that you must always remember is that things rarely stay the same fro very long.
I know when I got kicked out of home, and my mum fell out with me, my whole world felt like it was crashing down around me. I felt awful, I was sick, I didnt want change and I wanted things to stay the same. But then, other things changed for the better. I made a whole bunch of new friends, I got close to my real dad, I finally got a job I love and I discovered this place. See, no matter how bad things look now, there is always going to be something just around the corner which will change things, and who knows? You could make a lot of new friends. I see no reason as to why you shouldnt do, you are a wonderful person, from your posts and the way you RP, you seem like an intelligent person.
Things will change, its like that cheesey saying, "This too will pass", because you cant really argue with it can you? I wish you the best of luck, and I hope sincerly that you feel better about things soon.
*Snugs*

[sinsoo]

Thank you Krissie that really means a lot to me *snugs back*

[JadeAngel]

**hugs** Public schools aren't that bad...i grew up in the same one from kindergarten til i was a senior... (small town = one school)

We'll always be here to talk to, to rant to, to listen to you

[sinsoo]

Thanks Jade, I'm just really scared for her because my mediumish sized town has a lot of gangs, and what not...

[PandaLover]

I can't say it isn't hard, since I do sort of know how you feel. But you can still write letters to your friends, and email them and stuff. I know it's hard, and I'm really sorry, but everything'll be ok.

[JadeAngel]

we didn't have gangs, but we did have some pretty severe cliques