A small.. break.

[Farnley Kombu]

I've decided to take a small break from PI and the Valley. I'm going through a very random emotional stage in my life. I'm not really sure why or how this is is happening. I'm guessing it's just shock from my grandfather's death- it's finally hitting me. We've had to deal with all his bills and right before he passed he sold his house so we have to deal with all of that.

People will say certain things, or I've figured out I've done something wrong and I'll just crack. Burst into tears, scream, yell, say things I shouldn't, anything you can think of.

I've just been bitter, having random hysterical fits, and I've not been a very pleasant person so I just need a break for a while. I wouldn't want to snap at any of you and I think I need some me time. Maybe buy myself some nice things, do something for myself (which I haven't done in a while), maybe even curl up with a nice book.

So.. this brings me to assignments for Pykiin.

Akio- Cameron, for Blair and he are soul mated
Bandita and the Kits- PandaLover, for her and Mayonoka are soulmated
Kohana and her undecided kits- JadeAngel, for her and Sunshine are soulmated
Khairi-... I can't really think of anyone that'd want him.
Shomari- Chelle, for him and Whisper are good friends.
Moose- hm, I'd have to say I'm going to leave him with Chelle and Cameron. They can both RP him, just don't find him any love interests. I'm leaving him with them because those are the only people here I really know well enough..

I think that covers everything, forgive me if it doesn't, I haven't been really thinking straight at all- which brings me to a new point. Sorry for screwing up or upsetting anybody this week. I think that may have been why I had a lot of those "off" days. It's not been intentional, I've just been going through a lot of emotional trauma (that I can't quite figure out yet).

I really hope I do not miss breeding season, though.. If it is occurring, please send me a message via email at [e-mail], which I will be checking every once and a while to talk to RL friends. You may see me on PI a bit, but only to feed my ponies. I cannot yell or throw a fit at them.

So.. goodbye for now, and I hope to return soon.

[Cameron]

Aw, hun, I'm extremely sorry to hear such horrid news. But as I have my fair share of issues at the moment, I can relate entirely. *hugs*

Everything will turn out alright, I promise, because in the end everything will be okay, if everything is still alittel rocky, its not the end yet.

It won't be quite the same without you in the Valley, as the Valley isn't quite the same when any one individual leaves, but RL comes first always and there is no acception to that.

[Saiki]

*hugs* We'll miss you, Farnley. I hope that everything turns out all right in the end.

[Silentmoon]

*huggles* Aww, Farnely, I'll be here for ya until the end. I wouldn't mind if you started yelling at me. =) I totally understand. I mean, right now, I'm about to type up a whole rant about my week. So yes, I can really relate.^^

So, we'll really miss ya. *huggles again* I your turn of events are better then mine^^

[JadeAngel]

**hugs** come back to us soon **snuggles Kohana and the kits** don't worry about them, they'll be well taken care of

[Raenia]

We'll miss you. Come back soon, and good luck working everything out. *Lots of hugs* We'll be thinking of you.

[Gabelet]

I hope you get to feeling better. *hugs* Take all the time you need, and pamper yourself. <3

[ryuukokoro]

Awww, Farn. *hugs* Take it easy, we'll be here waiting when you get back.

[Farnley Kombu]

Thanks for all of the support, guys

But I've realized keeping myself away from the Valley made everything more stressful. I didn't think anyone would email me about breedingseason/other events, so I always thought about that be before I went to sleep.

I lost my phone, so I couldn't call anyone and vent. I can vent to you guys without looking like a complete fool -I hope.- My mother also has a slight drinking problem, nothing too serious, but it still bothers me. I've been alone a lot and don't like it. That made everything even worse. You guys comfort me here, and make me feel special and I realized I need that right now. So I'm back, sorry for the faulty hiatus.

[Linaeve]

*hugs Farnley*

Glad to have you back. Hopefully things will continue to straighten out for you, until then I'm at your side.

[Cameron]

Hum, Farn, my mom has the same deal, though I can bet money she's worse than your mom.

I'm glad to see you've lingured back our direction, and I'm glad to hear that we lighten stress for you. *hugs*