Post by kumon on Mar 31, 2008 21:42:58 GMT -5
Well some of you may know that April is my Birthday month and so far it has been nothing,but sadness for me. I'm sitting here like I've been for about 2 days with the only emotion of sadness on my mind. On Sunday we sold my precious horsey Belle because she was to expensive for us to keep. If none of you have ever had to sell or say goodbye to a pet there is absolutly nothing worse then watching one of you best friends drive off in a trailer with out you. For this entire time I've been holding back tears at school and litterally exploding at home.
Everything that was supposed to be full of joy about my up coming birthday, but was quickly shadowed by my loss. Also incase you didn't know when people say that their heart acks from loosing a friend or something they are right. It's unexplainible and though you know others have experianced the same you feel like your in a dark box watching the world around you,but you can't relate and there is not escape. It's been a rough time with this emptyness for the past 2 days.
(okay I guess that's all I have to say.))
Everything that was supposed to be full of joy about my up coming birthday, but was quickly shadowed by my loss. Also incase you didn't know when people say that their heart acks from loosing a friend or something they are right. It's unexplainible and though you know others have experianced the same you feel like your in a dark box watching the world around you,but you can't relate and there is not escape. It's been a rough time with this emptyness for the past 2 days.
(okay I guess that's all I have to say.))
It is very very hurtful to lose a friend, be it animal or human. You can at least take heart knowing that where she's going, she'll be loved and cared for by her new caregivers as well. And I really hope you can visit her from time to time. I'm sure she won't forget you.
